BeeBee & CeiCei's Wedding

BeeBee is gonna marry CeiCei on the coming Saturday, October 13, 2007. Connie and I are excited, and getting busy for that day. As all of you know that BeeBee is a Pomeranian, and CeiCei is a Dachshund. CeiCei is older than BeeBee for quite a few years (four exactly), but in speaking of love, I guess that BeeBee doesn't care at all.

BeeBee met CeiCei in a starry night. The sexy slim figure of CeiCei attracted BeeBee. BeeBee was kind of shy and acted stupidly by over self-protective in the beginning, when CeiCei approached. After a while later, they teased each other by touching, smelling, eye contacting, and of course . . . running and chasing. At home, Connie and I discussed the situation with BeeBee. We let him to choose for his personal future. He chose living with CeiCei together. He doesn't mind sharing his cage and food with CeiCei. Hum~~~ the power of love~~~

Eating Shittier Than Shit

I went to see a Chinese doctor recently for my skin issue. For those of you that haven't met me for a long time . . . I am facing a skin problem. My skin dries up and breaks all the time. No matter what kinds of medication pill or cream still couldn't cure me at all. The situation didn't change until I started seeing Chinese doctors.

I have consulted a few of them. Two days ago, I met a new one. He was the only one that gave Connie and I a certain "yes" for the curing. Verbally, he gave Connie a hope, but not to me. Seeing him isn't cheap at all, for three days of medication, he charged me for $580 (HKD) which is around $75.00 (USD). Moreover, he requested me for applying a diet program.

Dieting isn't a word at all in my Bon's dictionary. He requested me not to take any meat, not even tofu, noodle, nor bread! I can eat a certain kind of vegetable and rice only. I was shocked immediately, but all people around me including Connie laughed to death! So mean!

I have followed his instruction in taking the medication, but the diet part . . . seems like not working on me at all. I rather die for not dieting! I don't mean to enjoy eating crazy stuffs like deep fried ox dick, steamed dog head, raw snake sushi, spicy cat sausage, pan fried beetle wings, and etc. I just wanna take normal food such as, KFC with rat based meat, McDonald's beef mixed with worm hamburger, and recycled Chinese food.

If he really works, then why do I have to take all of his Chinese herb medications along with a rice with vegetable diet!? Honestly speaking, even my lovely BeeBee eats better than I am these days! Poor me!

1/3 Wedding In 2007 - Tammy Tan

Tammy married today. Connie and I went to her wedding. Seems like not many old friends were being invited. I met back a few of my old friends, Katherine and Margarita. When we were young, we were all equally leveled. We hung out quite a few times. Now, we are all matured, and we are professionals in all different fields.

I believe that I might be the most extreme one, as I moved myself from the America back to Hong Kong, then up to China, and finally back to Hong Kong. I changed my career from being a Color Analyst, a Quality Specialist, a Graphic Engineer, a Quality Assurance General, and finally to a Lecturer! I don't know what I shall be later. I shall just let my fate takes me to anywhere it likes.

Looking at Tammy today, I was cheerful for her deep inside my heart. Connie was right next to me. I held her hand for the whole ceremony. Wishing that one day . . . it can be our ceremony. Loving Connie isn't an easy task, but I shall try my best to sacrifice more than she does. I am a piece of shittier shit than she is in the real life. She is a lazy certified accountant, but I am just a water-blowing jerk that likes to hang out with young girls . . . I have to find some ways to make more money, if not . . . both of us will suffer, if we decided being together.

The Crazy Water Blowing Monster

"Water Blowing" is a Chinese slang, which means talkative. I am now a full-time lecturer working in Hong Kong. Honestly to you, It's not an easy job at all. It exhausts me every day, but I love it. Maybe due to my abnormal characteristic, I sense that my students love my teaching. Although there are people not supporting, and viewing teaching as a lower class job in Hong Kong, I don't care.

In Hong Kong, educators are not being respected as much as they were in other countries such as the America, Europe, Japan, and China. Most of the Hong Kong people have a wrong attitude that being successful means how much money you are making. It doesn't have to be legally making, as long as $$$$ in hand = successful. Crazy, right? As educators, we don't make a lot, so . . . being disrespected is necessary! The inner personality or individual believe is just bullshit in most of the Hong Kong people's mind.

The way I educate my student, doesn't only educate the basic knowledge or living skills to them. I tried to develop their mind thinking. I am from the America, I am an American Chinese. I have faith in my believe, and I walk my road without fear. I don't mind being claimed to be a alternative. As long as I am surviving, I twist the f__ked up Chinese attitude. I shall lead the young generation not to follow the attitude, the culture, and the traditional blindly. They have to think and to speak their minds. Don't be blinded or fooled by the f__ked up Hong Kong governmental system. Don't blindly follow the China party, the Communist.

Tomoko Sawada

Recently, I am very interested in a Japanese fine art photographer, Tomoko Sawada. She isn't anyone new in the field. It's me that didn't know her until I saw her books lately. Her work attracted me more than anyone else. She isn't good in picture taking, but concept building. Although her works can be easily recognized being done by Photoshop, I admire the time and the energy that she has spent. I don't think I have the "heart" to do what she has done.

Tomoko Sawada rocks!!!

Lovely Connie

Recently I have been extremely busy for work. I don't get back home earlier than 11:00pm at all. I have to go in-house training on all of the weekdays after work. Tiring, but what can I do? If I don't finish up of these training sections, then they will keep haunting me as devil . . . anyone who had experience working for American companies or governmental departments, then he/she should know what I am talking about.

Connie is a lovely lady. She knows that I am tired, so she cooked for me (at least 2 times within the passed 2 weeks). She even walked BeeBee, and waited me at the bus stop with BeeBee together. BeeBee is so cute that he runs towards me crazily when he sees me on street. He gets crazy by licking me and begging me for hugging. It's a feeling like . . . a lovely son sees his long lost father! Ha Ha . . . Connie's kind of jealous of my over-loving towards BeeBee . . . For example, I always being cheered by BeeBee for finishing a small task. She said that a small task by BeeBee is like a mission impossible, but a mission impossible by her is like a joke in my eyes! Hey, what can I do? BeeBee is my son.

No matter what, I love you both!

BeeBee's Attitude

Connie and I have been extremely busy lately. I didn't even have time for sleeping. I have to get up at 6:00am, and I don't get back in bed until 12:00am or later every night. I have to attend lots of training courses after my daily classes. This is why I couldn't wake up at all on the last Saturday. Connie woke me up at 3:45pm. I nearly slept for 15 hours totally. This week is much tougher than last week, as I have more training courses to attend, along with the existing night class, and others. I am looking forward for the next semester, as it will be much easier.

I sensed that BeeBee has an attitude towards me lately again! I didn't do anything wrong to him. I love him as much as I love Connie and myself. I feed him well, and I walk him every day even under exhaustion, but still . . . seems like not enough. He demands more of my attention by giving me an ignoring attitude. He on purposely cages himself. We tried to call him out, but he ignores all of our command. Connie feels that also. I think I better work on it before it's too late.

Job Started!!!

For the whole week, I got up at 6:00am catching the 42c bus to work. I usually sleep during the 50 minutes ride. Afterwards, I have to transfer to a mini bus, which cost me $2.50. So, it totally takes me about 1 hour to 1.2 hours getting to work from home. It's kind of a long commute in Hong Kong. It only took me 15 minutes mini bus ride to work 2 years ago, when I was working for the Hallmark Cards.

My working hours are 8:30am to 5:30pm. I am not fortunate enough getting myself onto the full-time plan. I am just a full-time on a contract base, but it's better than nothing. I am not being paid as much as when I was working for the New York Post. After tax, they are kind of similar, so I think that should be fine.

I am keeping my second job on Monday night. Wishing to get more, you know. I am exhausted, as I just went to bed right after I got home for the whole week. Maybe, I shall tune myself better in the coming week, as I had just finished my five months vacation.

Connie resigned from her job. Her last day is right at the end of this month. She is gonna take a break, just like what I have done. She has save enough to support herself for the coming next 100 years . . . according to what she has told me. Yeah Right~~~ I think I better start saving more for the future need!