Some Feelings . . .

It's 10:45am Hong Kong time. Connie and I are going to pay our deposit of our wedding banquet later today. To me, it will be the Point Of No Return. Do I wanna quit? Honestly, I have been wondering. I wonder not because of not liking Connie, but just don't know how my life will be after passing the bar. Yeah, I call the wedding "The Bar".

Connie seems to be extremely excited and cheered by our wedding. I love to see her happy. I want to have a happy family of four (Connie, BeeBee, CeiCei, and I), at least at this moment.

I have been living together with three girls in my life. In conclusion, all girls are the same no matter what kind of attitude or personality they are. The first one, Florence Chan for 2.75 years. The second one, Aggie Wong for 5 years. Connie is the third one. You might think that I am a playboy, but actually I am not. I never overlapped any relationship with each other. I ended one, then started another one. It's only that I believe in living together.

Connie always asks me whether she is my most beloved one or not. I always answer her with the answer, "Yes you are at this moment." She's upset, as she always wants to be my most beloved one ever. What I could say is . . . Florence and Aggie were the one that I loved the most in the past, but not anymore. I never compared Aggie with Florence, so I won't compare Connie with Aggie neither. At this moment and looking forward for the future that Connie is and will be the one I love forever.

Someone asked me is it really possible and that easy to forget the past beloved ones? I can answer you directly that "NO". It's not easy to forget them, but it's possible not to love them anymore. It's hard to forget the memories, but I am 100% clear that what I am missing are the memorizes only not the real person at this stage. In reality, I only care for Connie, BeeBee, and CeiCei - My Family Of Four.

I love you Connie Ko.